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Dear Ife AYo
I have decided to end this journal. I stared a New Live Journal at XHakuna_MatataX Most of all my entry's will be Friends Only and if your not my friend then i guess you wont be able to see my posts. Thanks
Love Ari
    
current mood:  sick
current music: Last night - Boyz 2 Men
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| Thursday, May 12th, 2005
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7:08 pm
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XxXxXxXx   XxXxXxXx
Dear Ife Ayo
Here are some CUTE Quotes. Remember most of my enterys will be Friends Only from now on so if your a friend then sign on.
people say i`ve changed
but i`m * finally just being
-- »» |[ m y s e l f ]| «« --
If you look inside a girl's
[-*.H - e - a - R - t.*-]
You'd see how much she
::'ReaLLy':: criEs::
You'll find secrets hidden,
Best friends , and lies
.buT.whaT.y0u`LL.See.thE.Most .
is how [ HarD ] it is
to stay [(strOng)]
when | nothing | is right
and *everything* is wrong
x:.)*)* b 3 s t . f R i 3 n D s *(*(.:x
* a prOmise n0t a label *
* a sh0ulder t0 cry 0n *
* an ear t0 bend *
* m0ney t0 b0rr0w and *
* cl0theS t0 lenD *
* friday niqht hanq 0uts *
* afterno0n walkS *
* 2 am ph0ne caLls *
* N privaTe talkS *
* 0uR mem0rieSz t0qether *
* will never end *
* alwayS & --f 0 r E v E r-- we`ll be the *
.* - - » b 3 s t . 0 f . f r i 3 n d S « - - *.
* - Questions of the year - *
Do all gigolos spend lots of dough?
What is so special about the holiday inn? Why not the marriot inn?
Why 50 cent, why not 25 or 75 cent?
If u were in da club would u get tipsy?
why is eminem white andwhy isn't his name skittles?
by the way, where IS the love?
*Love is like the wind . . you never know when it's coming or where it's coming from . . but when it hits you . . you are swept away*
-:ThErE WiLL aLwAyZ Be ThaT [oNe sPeCiaL:..BoY]:
.ThaT No MaTTeR WuT He DoEs To YoU.
.[o R . h O w . B a D . H e . h U r T z . u].
.YoU CaN [ N E V E R ] LeT HiM gO.
when y0u l0ve s0me0ne that d0esn`t l0ve y0u back it`s hard t0 find a way t0 keep y0urself 0n track it leaves y0u :.Heartbroken.: and hurts s0 muCh
but i guess that`s why they call it a :.crush.:
Friends are like stars, they come and go, but the ones that stay are the ones that glow!
.·*¨)iTz FuNnY hOw MuCh PpL cAn
¸.·´\\ TaLk \\ BeHiNd \\ My \\ BaCk \\
( ºbUt |. * .| WeN |. * .| tHeRe |. * .| CoNfRoNtEd º
`·.¸_¸.·'´¨) -× ThEy SaY × oMg × WhO sAiId × ThAt!!×-
WHEN Y0U tHiNK AB0Ut LEttiNG G0. . .
. . .REMEMBER WHY Y0U HELD 0N F0R S0 L0NG
B R E A K * T H E * R U L E S
[ .s.t.a.n.d. * .a.p.a.r.t. ]
--> iGnOrE yOuR hEaD aNd <--
| FoLLoW | yOuR HeArT|
There's a good chance that you dont like me.
There's a better chance that i dont care.
sOmtimes peOple >> run away tO
be [a l O n e] but often OthErs
just run away :: tO see if y O u
caRe enOuGh . - . tO foLlOw thEm
BEF0RE Y0U JUDGE ME tAKE A G00D L00K At Y0U
D0N't Y0U HAVE ANYtHiNG BEttER t0 D0?!
SEEMS t0 ME UR A LiL t00 SL0W t0 UNDERStAND
iGN0RANCE &* JEAL0USY G0
* h A N d . i N . h A N d *
everyOne`s qOnna •h U r T• yOu
sOoner .Or. later yOu just have *
tO--deciide [whOs] *wOrth* gOiin
--»thrOuqh«-- tha [ p a i n ] «-
We`Ve BeeN tHrOuGh ::DrAmA , CrYiNg::
--» HeArTbReAkS «--, AnD --» DeSpAiR «--
We WeNt ThRoUgH ::fiGhTs:: aNd *BaD tiMes*
BuT yOu KnOw WhAt? i ReaLLy DoN`t CaRe.
i`M WiTh YoU --» fOrEvEr «-- aNd i LoVe YoU a LoT
CaUsE yOuR mY *bEsT fRiEnD*
a bEsT fRiEnD .u.N.D.e.R.s.T.a.n.D.s. wHen u
sAy ---»f0rgEt iT«--- wAitS. f.0.r.e.v.E.r when
u sAy ..juSt a mInutE. .. .s T a Y s.. wHen u say
|- LeAve me al0ne -| aNd - oPeNs tHe d0or b4
- - »u say cAn eVeN tElL tHeM t0 c0mE iN« - -
WhEn i GoT a SmiLe On My FaCe
&* A tWiNkLe iN mY eYe
OnLy My [ReaL giRLs]
KnOw ThAt iM aBoUt To
- BrEaK dOwN n CrY -
WhEn sHyT gOeS dOwN aNd SiDeS R tAkEn
u FiNd OuT wHo WaS *rEaL* n WhO wAs
* . f . a . k . i . n . *
One day you'll come to me and ask me what's more important: You or my life.
I'll say my life and you'll walk away never knowing that you're my life
When the person you like
walks by you and smiles
Your day is better knowing that
for at least 10 seconds of his day
- - he thought about you - -
you get in the biggeSt fightS
with the people you care about the moSt
becauSe thoSe are the relationShipS
you are willing to fight for
-i wanna be remembered as-
[ the . girl ] who always SMILED
even if somethin` was >WR0NG
[ tha . one ] who couLd //BRiGHTEN\\
yOur daY even if she couldnt
brighten ++HER 0WN++
XxXxXxXx   XxXxXxXx
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current music: Nobody -
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| Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
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11:58 pm - FRIENDS ONLY
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Hey guys i tried making the whole site Friends Only But i really didn't know how to so what i will do from now is make all the future posts and some old ones FRIENDS ONLY.
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| Saturday, May 7th, 2005
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2:55 pm
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Wake the fuck up!
Each day, more frightening
All of us wanna die
The pressure's tightening
I don't even want to try
Should I take all the stupid bullshit
What makes them think they can get away with it?
Im not happy
I wish they'd just...
Wake the fuck up!
I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All our heads are blown
Let's take the stage
And remember why we play for
No more fighting!
I swear I'm gonna leave
Talking shit to spite me
I wish they'd just..
Wake the fuck up!
I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All our heads are blown
Let's take the stage
And remember why we play for
Remember why we play for
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| Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
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4:13 pm
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Ever since the day you went away
and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasn't been the same
oh baby no
when i looked into your eyes
the moment that i let you go i just broke down
baby if i ever get the chance to be with you again
I would sacrafice
Cuz the feelin that I feel within no other man would ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when i get your phone call at night
But I rather have you here with me
right next to me
and I miss the way you hold me tight
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that i could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
That's right baby
Im goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I been thinkin lately
that you and me yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with me
Im in love with you (baby)
Thats right baby
Im goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I been thinkin lately
that you and me yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with me
Im in love with you (baby)
break it down then I'll tell you what i feel
from the moment that i met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't belive I feel so weak
tell me that you really need me
and you want me
and you miss me
and you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waitin for you
put it down be the woman for you
im fallin so deep for you
crazy over you im callin
callin out to you
what am i gonna do?
its true no frontin
it's u ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I just break down (down)
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that i could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
Thats right baby
Im goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I been thinkin lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with me
Im in love with you (baby)
Thats right baby
Im goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I been thinkin lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with me
Im in love with you (baby)
ooo, crazy,(ooo),
lately (ooo),
lately (ooo)
Lately
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| Monday, May 2nd, 2005
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8:30 pm
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Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited.
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offense and is not resentful.
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth.
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes..."
IM AT A TIME IN MY LIFE WHERE I AM JUST HAPPY TO HEAR HIS NAME. WHERE MY SMILE WIDENS WHEN HE PASSES BY. A TIME WHEN I REALIZE THAT NO MATTER HOW FAR APART WE ARE, MY FEELINGS FOR HIM WILL STILL BE THERE. THERE WAS A TIME WHEN I HATED HIM, I COULDN'T EVEN LOOK AT HIM & THEN I THOUGHT THAT I HAD GOTTEN OVER HIM, I JUST DIDNT THINK OF HIM BUT NOW I REALIZE THAT I NEVER GOT OVER HIM, I JUST PRETENDED THAT I DID. I KNOW THAT TIME HAS PASSED AND THAT I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN OVER HIM BUT I HAVEN'T AND I CAN'T CHANGE THAT. IM NOT CRYING CUZ ITS OVER..... IM SMILING CUZ IT HAPPEND.
current mood:  thoughtful
current music: I NEED YOU TONIGHT - BSB
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7:39 pm
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AT JACKIES HOUSE.... WE WERE ALL DATES
ADAM & I...... HE CAME OUT SUPPER CUTE AND I CAME OUT HORRIBLE.... BUT I HAD TO KEEP THE PIC. 0:)
MY 2 PIMPS
ME & MY FAVORITE COUPLE LOL.......
current mood: thoughtful
current music: EMOTIONS - DC
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| Sunday, May 1st, 2005
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11:40 pm
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Dear Ife Ayo
The day after prom. It all seems like déjà vu to me. My ride to the rent and back home was the same from homecoming. Weird. Prom was cool. The rent was fun until they kicked us out and i got into a fight with Vanessa and Jacky. I cried. IM still hurt, but i must accept them the way that they are. Amanda read my hand in prom and half of the things that she told me came true except for the most important one :(. Van was freaking out because she doesn't want to break up with Miguel and Amanda basically told her that they were going to break up. She's convinced that their going to break up... Well they already did. I hope that that palm reading crap is true. I want mines to come true.
I realized yesterday that i even enjoy his company as a friend. I rather have him around as my friend than not have him around. There's something about him that i am really attracted to. When he's not around i miss him so much and when he is im just happy that he's there.
It's over and done
but the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
instead of me tonight?
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Dont you know there's nobody left in this world
to hold me tight
Dont cha know there's nobody left in this world
to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight
I'm there at your side,
I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Dont you know there's nobody left in this world
to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Nobody left in this world
to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight
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| Monday, April 25th, 2005
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11:20 pm
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11:15 pm
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4:51 pm
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Dear Ife Ayo
Grad Night was fucking awesome. I wish i wouldnt have been crippled for it but i still had a fucking blast. Crazy as shit happend. I wish i could explain but
WHAT HAPPEND AT the GRADNIGHT BUS STAYED AT THE GRAD NIGHT BUS!!!!!!!!!
MuahhHahahahahahaha
One thing that i didnt expect was some old feelings to return.
Sunshine
I can call you my baby boy
You can call me your baby girl
Maybe we can spend some time (some time)
I can be your sunshine!
I can call you my baby boy
You can call me your baby girl
Maybe we can spend some time (some time)
I can be your sunshine!
current mood:  calm
current music: Hope by Mandy Moore
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| Friday, April 22nd, 2005
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6:45 pm
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| Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
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6:49 pm
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Dear IFE AYO
Porque hay corazones con EN-VI-DIA
Corazones con IRA
Corazones con FURIA
Situaciones de millones corazones
Con MIEDO
Corazones SIN-CEROS
Corazones GUE-RREROS
Corazones TRAI-CIO-NEROS
Sometimes i sit and i wonder why people are evil. I wonder what causes hate in their lives. I wonder why they would do anything to screw people over. I know that humans are selfish and that they think of themselves first but i wonder if there is anyone in the world that wouldn't do that. Jacky once told me that i sacrifice what i like and what makes me happy to make others happy. I guess she's only somewhat right because im human and when it really comes down to it, i am selfish too. Some people betray and lie to there brothers and sisters. Some people envy others lives instead of being happy for them. Some people get happy when others are in misery.
Don't get me wrong there are good people in this world but as time passes there are less and less good people out there. There's people who will give you a hand and help you out. There are people who are happy for others success. But the rest of the World is going down the drain.
I wonder why GOD created Humans the way that they are.
Es que en el mundo hay corazones que se creen sabios en su propia opinion,
pero cabe su fin porque andan en caminos de perdicion. Hay corazones que no
perdonan a sus hermanos pero tu sabes que asi mismo Dios no los perdonara
por sus pecados. Hay corazones que ayudan sin pedir nada a cambio y por su
nobleza encuentran el progreso a diario.Hay corazones traicioneros que le gusta
engañar a los corazones sinceros pero mas vale el segundo que el dinero de el
mundo entero. Y existe aquel corazon maligno que nos atormenta como angeles
caidos pero hay un corazon mas poderoso que nos protege que jamas y nunca
sera vencido y el que lo busque y lo encuentre para siempre sera bendecido.
Refugiate en salud y vida.
current music: Daddy Yankee - Corazones
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| Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
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7:34 pm
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Hey Wats up WooOooOo
I haven't updated in such a long time. I filled out a couple of surveys and quizzes about my zodiac sign and it definitely convinced me that i am like only 20% Capricorn. Boris once told me that i am a Capricorn and that if i am not one now i will be one in the future but to tell you the truth i don't think ill ever be a true Capricorn.
Capricorn is one of the most stable and (mostly) serious of the zodiacal types. These independent, rocklike characters have many sterling qualities. They are normally confident, strong willed and calm. These hardworking, unemotional, shrewd, practical, responsible, persevering, and cautious to the extreme persons, are capable of persisting for as long as is necessary to accomplish a goal they have set for themselves. They are reliable workers in almost any profession they undertake. They are the major finishers of most projects started by the 'pioneering' signs; with firm stick-to-it-ness they quickly become the backbone of any company they work for.
You see.... I'm not a Capricorn lol.... I think Jhon is a true Capricorn but i sure aint lol. Anyway lol i have no idea why IM writing so much about my Zodiac Sign. RANDOM.
Well, Life has been good and bad.... Right now im just like in a very peaceful phase ... maybe is because i been very emotionally stressed lately but i think that i have finally returned to my normal weird self. There are the occasionally down times but right now i feel like partying woooo. Talking about Partying ... This week is going to be fucking awesome wooooooo.
Thursday - Opa
Friday - Marks Party
Saturday - Hang out and get drunk
Sunday - RIVIR Night Club
I cant wait. I wanna get Looose lol. Im also looking forward to hanging out with everyone... i kinda miss hanging out with the guys...
Oh umm Happy Late Valentine, Happy Late New Years Eve and Merry Late Xmas. I had a blast on New Years Eve and Merry Xmas. My B-day Party was a success and Valentine wasn't as bad as i thought it would be lol. Well g2g Till next time
Love Ari
current mood: creative
current music: Daddy Yankee - Tu Principe
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6:31 pm
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Your Element Is Fire |
Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame.
You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out.
You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable.
You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go.
Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive.
Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many.
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6:26 pm
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Capricorn Horoscope for 2/14 - 2/20 |
This week's scenario is highlighted by a possibility you may experience some personal difficulty in a close or intimate relationship.
You might be faced with an emotional decision regarding someone you love, or something you value and desire.
A loved one or partner may not be willing to go with the flow of what you want to do, or they may be upsetting you by acting out of character or trying to change the status quo.
Fears, emotional insecurity, and resentments can surface now.
Unresolved issues with an old lover or mate can trouble you deeply at this time.
Whether you are involved in a relationship or without companionship, there may be a real need to release yourself from past hurts which interfere with your ability to give and receive love at this time.
This horoscope provided by Astrology Source.
Learn about your inner self, friends, and lovers.
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Capricorn - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment.
You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of.
You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you.
Your negative traits:
Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your parnter's past.
You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with.
You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not
Your ideal partner:
Is incredibly powerful and well respected.
Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work.
Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday.
Your dating style:
Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you.
Your seduction style:
Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom.
Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time.
Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary.
Tips for the future:
Open up. A little emotional expression is a good thing in relationships.
Leap before you look. You don't have to run a cost benefit sheet on everyone you date.
Enjoy the now. No need to worry about marriage on the first few dates.
Best place to meet someone online:
eHarmony - they'll automatically match you with someone who's as driven as you are
Best color to attract mate: Dark green
Best day for a date: Saturday
Get your free love profile at Blogthings.
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| Sunday, October 24th, 2004
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10:18 pm
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Dear IFE AYO
Hey what's up what's going? IM here super sleepy and full. I had dinner with my mom at Canton 6 and we had a racist Chinese lady lol. My mom and I have a week to find a place to live at..... its crazy. You know what else is crazy..... The grudge. I really didn't find it scary (i don't get scared in movies) but it was a really crazy movie. I really didn't get it but it was an awesome movie. Meys D-day was fun but a disaster from my part loll. I left her cupcakes in class ... along with the camera and her present at home. I guess is because i been kinda gone lately. My mind shifts from one thing to another. The restaurant we went to was really cute and the food was decent. It was a fun time.
Yesterday Van and I were supost to get loose but Ingrid sold us out (we were suppost to go to quench) and we really didn't feel like going to the Grill with Pascale (we should have gone). We went to Marcus ghetto but we left really fast because they weren't loose lol and also because we were like the only gurus there and the other 2 girls looked like they didn't want us there. They must have thought we were idiots lol.
I knocked out after work today... i was so tired. I had so many freaking returns today. And they all seemed really suspicious. As Margarita said It really wasn't my day. I also feel like shit. My throat hurts and im like super cold. My sick season is about to start.
well g2g Love Always Ari
P.S. I wrote the poem below in sears
in the morning when there was no one.
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7:03 pm
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The touch of your hand
made me shiver
the emotions and feelings
ran through my vein like a river
The look in your eyes
was always unpredictable
incommunication and mystery
was the only thing available
The cologne you wore
Always had me.
It made me want to hug you
And want you forever.
The words you would say
"Suuuuureeeee and Basuraaa"
will always be in my memories
It will never go away.
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| Wednesday, October 20th, 2004
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11:57 pm
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ONE THING by FINGER ELEVEN
Restless tonight
Cause I wasted the light
Between both these times
I drew a really thin line
It’s nothing I planned
And not that I can
But you should be mine
Across that line
If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn’t that be something
I promise I might
Not walk on by
Maybe next time
But not this time
Even though I know
I don’t want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds
I LOVE THIS SONG..... I Just found out the name of it today. The lyrics are wierd but i love the rythm.
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current music: ONE thing
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